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11:02pm 04/02/2013
 
 
fmsblueraincoat
“Nirvana Is True Peace.”

You do have the choice to be erased - that choice is an easier route. Mom’s waiting for you, she’s always got a place for you back home. Deep in the Darkness, you can sink into non-existence as the Great Unmanifest, the eternal stillness some call bliss. Some say that all you’ll find in the Light is thirst, that you’ll wander in the desert needlessly when you could be living in paradise. That all depends on your opinion of what paradise is, though - see, if you’re more like Mother (Chaos), you like this Darkness idea, but if you take after your Father (Order) you prefer design work, articulation, structure, and you don’t mind the strain of the hard work to do it. You really think Mother isn’t going to get up to her old tricks again, just because you decided to move back into her basement? You might regret it when she boots you to the curb again (sorry, just ignore that, I’m not trying to make up your mind for you). All right, all things considered, you probably won’t remember a thing.
 
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I WILL STOMP YOU!!! Then make you go get me some coffee.  
02:31am 22/06/2011
 
 
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Random FanBoy:hello walter sullivan is ahonor meet you. walter sullivanyou kill 21 people
is a honor meet you.

Myself: 18, actually. I killed myself, which doesn't quite count, and eileen and henry got away, damn them.

FanBoy:you wanna revenge of henry townsen

Me:nah. I got my aprtment back. good enough.
if at first you don't succeed, bide your time and wait for new tenants, i always say.

FB:oh

Me:I was only part right. the apartment is not my mom; the whole building is alive.
by biding my time there I continue to maintain some immortality.

FB:i read you history you want you mother and leave in peace

Me:well, not per se. you see, I came to the realization put so succintly in the film 'the Crow'; mother is the name for god on the lips and hearts of all children.
therefore I came to know that the Great Mother of the Temple of the Halo of the Sun could and would manifest to me as MY mother.

FB:ok understud

Me:when she returns the world as it exists will end.

FB:ok

Me:a new world of nightmare and judgement will take its place.
and as The Conjurer, the man who manifested Mother to life, I will rule as its King.
so...leave in peace... well, yes. but the peace of a dead world with a perpetual suffering of those who did not believe as we did, a 'hell' if you will...

FB:walter you wash you live orphanage hou of wish

Me:I burned down the orphanage. :)
they themselves did not understand the power of the religion they pushed upon us.
they needed to be punished.

FB:walter ansewr the question whi you kill a richard braintree
tell me why

Me:he used to threaten me. he too needed to see the fullness of his mistake.
not to mention he was one of the four atonements.

FB:so eileen galvin you meet her was akid rigth

Me:indeed! she gave me a doll. it was then in that act of kindness I knew she was exactly the sort of sweet spirit needed to complete the concocotion.
a mother is kind, so she was the piece de resistance, as it were, the Mother Reborn.

FB:to complete the 21 sacraments rigth

Me:someday they will be completed, yes.

FB:im part to 21 sacraments
o human sacrifice

Me:there can only be one 21 sacrament; it is the job of The Conjurer to make it manifest. anyone not born to our faith would die trying. but... anyone can work the Assumption of the New Flesh.
for that 10 hearts and the ritual of Holy Assumption, culminating in suicide and the rising of the new form,, Assuming the New Flesh.

FB:you gasper gein
kill him

Me:Jasper was the last of a group of boys who made the mistake of crossing my path.

FB:jasper gein said he meet the devil in silent hill

Me:those who do not understand what it is they fear might see anyone coming to bear death to them as the devil, yes.but we do not believe in such a creature.

FB:what creature

Me:The Conjurer is he who controls death. who holds it in his hands. the devil is only a product of another religion, a pretend bogey created to make children cry and make the older folk feel obligated to keep putting coins in the coffers.

FB:ok
im read the new paper you kill kids in silent hill is that true
or not

Me:sometimes innocense needs to be claimed.
all beauty withers and fades. all youth is burned away by the cruel fires of age.
therefore innocense is not a pass to be spared.

FB:hey you scare me
to much

Me:those who face certain new knowledges can find them unnerving. the truth is a dark path few dare tread.but for those brave enough to move beyond civilised thinking...glory awaits.

FB:walter i see in new paper you attack the pet store kill the owner and slaughter poor animals
whi do it that

Me:he was my former boss. and I have always detested dogs.
they are the most cowardly and unintelligent of prey animals.
so willing to follow a leader, they ingratiate themselves to those who abuse them.
I saved them a life of abject misery, wagging tails and piddling on themselves for the approval of some base redneck.

FB:so kil him fro revenge
rigth
you kil for revenge

Me:he had bought a machine gun. I found it amusing to show him what they were actually used for.I am Justice. pure and untainted. but believe me, I also know what evil is...

FB:so shoot in the store and kill tha man

Me:evil is anything that people avoid allowing themselves to do lest they find it too much fun.

FB:oh see the the people intention

Me:I am no different from anyone else. I simply do not have the function that stops folk from doing 'uncivilised' things. Lord Valtiel freed me of this.

FB:im see the people i feel the bad intentions

Me:was it not the Thorned One, Yeshua ben Yusef who said that to think a thing was to have already commited the sin?

FB:you are the sinner hunt

Me:not so much. it just seems one cannot throw a stone and not hit one, so...
consider me more a sniffer out of hypocrisy.

FB:oh ok
so walter live in peace or you want paid back
again

Me:I am waiting. patiently waiting. when the time comes, all the world will know.

FB:you waiting patient for you revenge

Me:revenge? I am so beyond human emotion now I don't see why you harp on about revenge so. one must have hatred for all humanity to become what I have become, not just a few petty grudges.
find that hatred, and I can teach you to become something more than human.

FB:so you teach me

Me:I can show you the ritual, but you must first attain ten hearts on your own.
no one can do it for you. you must break the barrier that keeps you amongst the civilised to become beyond those humans.I wonder...do you have what it takes?

FB:walter you read the bible
or maybe no

Me: I have read it, but it is not my religion.

FB:ok you dont believe

Me:oh I do. I am a very very very devout believer. but I am not a Christian, no.
I am a member of the Order of the Halo of the Sun, the sect of the Holy Mother.
our god is very very different than the Christian one.
Her ways are very different.
it seems so many people these days are scared wen one marks 'other' as their religion.as tho the whole JudeoChristian thing is the only 'right' one.hence the Christians who insist pagans are satanists...and the americans who perceive all muslims as terrorists.

[Random FanBoy is not online]


"A man can no more diminish God's glory by refusing to worship Him than a lunatic can put out the sun by scribbling the word, 'darkness' on the walls of his cell."
- C. S. Lewis
mood: amusedamused
 
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an obituary, for someone...  
02:41pm 16/04/2011
 
 
fmsblueraincoat
I know thee well. A serviceable villain,
As duteous to the vices of thy mistress
As badness would desire....
To know our enemies' minds, we'ld rip their hearts;
Why, then, your other senses grow imperfect
By your eyes' anguish.


Does a man by merit of death grow any less who they were in life? I think not. For all the good said herein also is a man dead of the drugs he took and dealt, of his own free will and within the zone of a school district, a drunkard often besotten and an annoyance to the late hours of the neighborhood, a sexist and a homophobe. Paint him not as a saint, or lose sight of all he was, the good and the bad.
 
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adventures in kayfabe  
08:48pm 25/01/2011
 
 
fmsblueraincoat
[Eileen Galvin]
8:31pm
Hi
how are you?

[You]
8:32pm
Well, of course I'm dead, and wandering the world as a supernatural entity, but other than that, never better. :):)

[Eileen Galvin]
8:33pm
crazy

[You]
8:33pm
srsly.

[Eileen Galvin]
8:33pm
what?

[You]
8:34pm
crazy. I agree. no one's ever called me sane. at least, not recently. :):)

[Eileen Galvin]
8:34pm
you are very crazy

[You]
8:34pm
Yep.

[Eileen Galvin]
8:34pm
¿Speak spanish?

[You]
8:35pm
only enough to get around on the buses in L.A.
I've only been outta the Silent Hill area once, yannow, and that to push a priest off a cliff in Mexico.

[Eileen Galvin]
8:35pm
¿huh?

[You]
8:36pm
Toby Archbolt. One of the 21 Sacraments.

[Eileen Galvin]
8:36pm
ok

[You]
8:36pm
It was nice after tho. I found this bar that had little taquitos.

[Eileen Galvin]
8:37pm
¿taquitos este que esta diciendo?

[You]
8:38pm
ayep.

[Eileen Galvin]
8:38pm
este esta loco

[You]
8:39pm
ohyeh. or as they say in Mexico, si.
:):)
mood: amusedamused
 
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teh unikorn  
03:49pm 01/10/2010
 
 
fmsblueraincoat
fr. http://amipregnant.intodit.com/page/unikorn:::: I HATE COURTNEY LOVE. WHY YOU ASK?? BECAUSE SHE KILLED KURT. YAH. AND SHE IS BAD. KURT WAS A GREAT, CARING MAN. HE CARED ABOUT COURTNEY AND HIS BABYGIRL MORE THAN ANYTHING. SOME SAY FRANCIS BEAN IS THE REASON WE ARE ALL CALLED BABYDOLLS. WE CAN THANK KURT'S SPERM FOR THAT. PRECIOUS KURT SPERM. COURTNEY IS A WICKED BITCH, YAH AND I'M AN ANGRY BITCH AND I'M MAD COS COURTNEY KILLED SUCH A BEAUTIFUL UNICORN. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ *~*~*~*~*~* COURTNEY LOVE IS A WHORE. DAMM. I DONT KNOW HOW TO MAKE LINE BREAKS SO YOU WILL HAVE TO SETTLE ON THESE SPARKLY GLITTER THINGS! ARENT THEY PURTY?????????? ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ *~*~*~* I HATE COURTNEY SHE IS A WHORE WHO IS A WHORE AND CAN NOT STOP BEING A WHORE. DAMM. FUCK YOU COURTNEY. YOU WILL NEVER BE THE ULTIMATE GLITTER WHORE. THAT ROLE IS RESERVED FOR KAT BJELLAND. (SWOON) ~*~*~*~*~*~*~* COURTNEY IS A BAD INFLUENCE. WHY? JUST LOOK AT HER. KURT WAS A POSITIVE ROLE MODEL IN LITTLE FRANCIS' LIFE. NOW. NOW ALL SHE HAS IS A DRUGGED OUT HAS-BEEN AS A ROLE MODEL. HOW GLAMMY MMOONANNY. KURT WAS SPIRITUAL. COURTNEY IS NOT. AND THATS ALL N STUFF. YAH! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* DID YOU KNOW COURTNEY SAID TRENT REZNOR IS A FAG? TRENT IS SUCH A GREAT ARTIST. AND COURTNEY IS A FAG BASHER!!! *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ COURTNEY COURTNEY HOW DO I HATE THEE LET ME COUNT THE WAYS ONE TWO THREE A GAZABILLION! KAPOWEY! GODDAMN I HATE YOU COURTNEY YOU MURDERING BITCH*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ *~*~*~*~*~*~*~ *~*~*~*~*~*~*~ COURTNEY WHORETNEY??? COINCIDENCE I THINK NOT. I HATE COURTNEY LOVE BECAUSE SHE IS BAD. BAD LIKE A CRAB. BAD AND BAD AND BAD. COURTNEY HAS NO CLASS. SHE FLAUNTS HER BODY LIKE THERE IS NOT TOMORROW. SHE MAKES IT OUT LIKE SHE IS WORTH LOOKING AT BUT SHE IS NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ! I HATE COURTNEY. DAMM SHE IS STUPID. AND FAT!! NOT THIN!!!!! FAT!!!! LIKE A BAT!!!!! A REALLY FAT BAT SAID THE KAT!!!!!! I HEARD COURTNEY HAD SEX WITH EVAN DANDO. WHAT A SLUT *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ PEOPLE SAY KURT WAS TRYING TO ESCAPE COURTNEY IN HIS FINAL DAYS. ITS ALSO SAID HE WAS IN BED WITH ANOTHER WOM,AN (I DONT BLAME HIM) SO IS THAT A COINCIDENCE? SEEMS LIKE THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME KURT WOULD HAVE BEEN HAPPY IN HIS LIFE. THE LEAST LIKELY TIME FOR A SUICIDE. COINCIDENCCE???? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ KURT COBAIN WAS AN ANGEL. HE WAS A UNICORN. I GUESS HES MORE OF AN ANGEL NOW BECAUSE HE'S NOT WITH US ANYMORE. SO I GUESS HE WAS UNICORN 97% BEFORE AND ANGEL... SHIT. I DON'T KNOW. HE WAS KURT AND THA'TS ALL THAT MATTERED. ANGEL BABY. CHILD. SATAN? NO. JESUS. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* HERE IS PROOF KURT IS UNICORN PICTURE I MADE
What inspires you in life? What makes you want to reach for the stars and do something truly extraordinary?
mood: amusedamused
 
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12:42pm 14/08/2010
 
 
fmsblueraincoat
Obon, or just Bon, is a Japanese Buddhist custom to honor the departed (deceased) spirits of one's ancestors. This Buddhist custom has evolved into a family reunion holiday during which people return to ancestral family places and visit and clean their ancestors' graves, and when the spirits of ancestors are supposed to revisit the household altars. It has been celebrated in Japan for more than 500 years and traditionally includes a dance, known as Bon-Odori.

The festival of Obon lasts for three days; however its starting date varies within different regions of Japan. When the lunar calendar was changed to the Gregorian calendar at the beginning of the Meiji era, the localities in Japan reacted differently and this resulted in three different times of Obon. "Shichigatsu Bon" (Bon in July) is based on the solar calendar and is celebrated around 15 July in areas such as Tokyo, Yokohama and the Tohoku region. "Hachigatsu Bon" (Bon in August) is based on the solar calendar, is celebrated around the 15th of August and is the most commonly celebrated time. "Kyu Bon" (Old Bon) is celebrated on the 15th day of the seventh month of the lunar calendar, and so differs each year. "Kyu Bon" is celebrated in areas like the northern part of the Kantō region, Chūgoku, Shikoku, and the Southwestern islands. These three days are not listed as public holidays but it is customary that people are given leave.

Obon shares some similarities with the predominantly Mexican observance of el Día de los Muertos, such as customs involving family reunion and care of ancestors' grave sites.

Obon is a shortened form of Ullambana. It is Sanskrit for "hanging upside down" and implies great suffering. The Japanese believe they should ameliorate the suffering of the "Urabanna".

Bon Odori originates from the story of Maha Maudgalyayana (Mokuren), a disciple of the Buddha, who used his supernatural powers to look upon his deceased mother. He discovered she had fallen into the Realm of Hungry Ghosts and was suffering. Greatly disturbed, he went to the Buddha and asked how he could release his mother from this realm. Buddha instructed him to make offerings to the many Buddhist monks who had just completed their summer retreat, on the fifteenth day of the seventh month. The disciple did this and, thus, saw his mother's release. He also began to see the true nature of her past unselfishness and the many sacrifices that she had made for him. The disciple, happy because of his mother's release and grateful for his mother's kindness, danced with joy. From this dance of joy comes Bon Odori or "Bon Dance", a time in which ancestors and their sacrifices are remembered and appreciated.

As Obon occurs in the heat of the summer, participants traditionally wear yukata, or light cotton kimonos. Many Obon celebrations include a huge carnival with rides, games, and summer festival food like watermelon.

The festival ends with Toro Nagashi, or the floating of lanterns. Paper lanterns are illuminated and then floated down rivers symbolically signaling the ancestral spirits' return to the world of the dead. This ceremony usually culminates in a fireworks display.
 
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03:15pm 22/07/2010
 
 
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Haven't posted in awhile, but still active. Please reply so LJ doesn't purge me, a'ight?
 
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08:56am 19/06/2009
 
 
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Out of woman comes a man
spends the rest of his life getting back when he can...
 
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08:52am 19/06/2009
 
 
fmsblueraincoat
I have sought for You, yearned for You, allowed all my actions to be guided by Your will.... and in the end You have always disappointed.
 
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08:48am 19/06/2009
 
 
fmsblueraincoat
What's your favorite thing to show out-of-town guests when they come to visit?

Mother is the name for God on the lips and hearts of all children.
 
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